Monday, January 21, 2013

Dear God... I am sorry..... :(

I never go to any temple, dargaah, church or gurudwara.... In fact i dont remember at what time i went to those place last.

I do not find the holiness in the milk which is running away from the gutter just coming from a temple's "garbh gruh"... I find the holiness in the milk which is running out of a hungry poor child's mouth, whose eyes are happy to have every drop of it......

I do not find happiness in 1000 or 5000 jaap of so and so swami... or sant.... I find happiness saying just a single sentence to my office security person "Kaise ho naaran-bhaiyaa... sab thik thaak?"

Sorry, I never donated to any cherity hospital running on a very big trust (still asking for donation), yes... once i offered a 1 rs. paracitamol to a poor tailor having fever and hence was not able to do my small tailoring work.

I do not find relax giving thousands of rupees as a donation to those temples whose turn-over is like a public limited infrastructure... I find relax giving 1 rupee coin back to the hawker who gave it to me by mistake as a change....

Sorry, god... i never did "FAST" as directed by you... (in fact... ate much more in the day of fast... hehehe), but yes... helped with just a maska-ban and tea to a hawker as his "BREAK-FAST" :)

I feel extremely bored in any satsang or sabha.... (in fact sometimes i sleep there finding a proper place in the hall)... I feel lively in an orphan home, where several kids are playing around you... saying you "uncle... uncle....."

God... I do not find it significant to feed your stone-statue the 'chhappan bhog' or royal 'prashaad' with cashew-nut, pista and badaam... but yes.. I found it so much happy and delightful to offer just a 5 rs. Parle-G to a small motherless cute cute puppy waiting for somebody to take care of itself at the side of a road.

God.... sorry forgive me... as I never find any Maataji in you, in fact... yes.. i found several mata jee in old-age home... who smile at me with their teethless mouth when I ask them "maataa jee..... kaise ho? ghutno ka dard ab nahi hai naa????"

Sorry.. god, in-spite of all these, if you still insist that going temple is necessary to get the heaven.... I am happy in hell...... :)